what i learnt in february

since july of last year i have written a post about what i have learnt each month and have linked with emily freeman at chatting at the sky. in december life was manic so i winged my list, in january it was rushed as life had yet to slow down and here we are in february; life is still too busy for me to fully pay attention. three months on the bounce. 

i was ready to sit down tonight and work though some thoughts on what i learnt in february. on the way back from a manic work day i got stuck in traffic, getting acutely frustrated as i was trying to catch the postal service before its cut off point my phone binged with email, being stationary i read it. it was my subscription mail to emily's place - in her post she implored everyone not to continue to write something just because you said you would if you don't feel it anymore, that in our blogs of all places we have the freedom to choose what we write and what we don't. a smile spread across my face. 

emily gave me permission not to write this post.

i realised earlier in my busy week that if i wanted to write about what i had learnt this month i only had tonight to do it. i also realised i had taken no notes so it would take a bit of thinking about. more than that - i realised i wanted to write it mainly because i have linked up every month with emily since she started hosting the what i learnt link up and i didn't want to miss it, i wanted to keep the record perfect. stupid, right?

but i did learn something this month. 

this month my mum turned seventy. us three kids threw a surprise dinner party for family and an afternoon tea for friends (not on the same day, thankfully). my mum lives in wales, her siblings in scotland and ireland and her children and grandchildren live in england - its safe to say there was a lot of travel involved for most parties. all turned up to show her how much she is loved, from her youngest grandchild of two to our old next door neighbour of ninety-two. it was noisy and at times standing room only in my sisters house but it made all our hard work secret keeping worthwhile to see mum chat with long lost friends, sisters and brothers showing with words and actions that no matter the distance family trumps all and to see the next generation of cousins make their own memories. in short - i saw love in action - it was a beautiful reminder.

as we get older there seem less and less opportunities to see family who live at a distance and increasingly times you do get together are no longer for weddings but funerals. i encourage you to tell the ones close to you that you love them, don't take them for granted, take action. after this weekend i have been reminded how the older generation roll with what many would call good manners - we have received flowers, cards and emails all thanking us for including them in the celebrations and letting us know how much they enjoyed it. something that costs little can mean so much.

so now as the sun has set my thoughts turn to my friend coming over for dinner, to a much needed evening of relaxation and a hope that next month will be a much more restful one than the preceding three, who knows i might even have time to take note of what i learnt again. now i'm going to schedule this post, pour a glass of wine and start cooking dinner - giving myself permission to take the pressure off. thanks emily.

Emma

linking with emily

thankful thursday

this week i'm thankful for half term school holidays - the work commute has been a dream, for low lying sun blinding me whilst driving and warming me whilst walking, for lying in bed listening to rain falling reminding me that i haven't heard that sound for quite a while and being grateful for mild winter temperatures - almost the end of february and i am still yet to dig out my warm winter work coat.

Emma

magic 70

i've always said; if i look as good as my mum does when i'm 70, i'll be happy. apologies for the indulgence folks - my mum turned 70 last week, we threw her a party - over a weekend - she thought she was just with her kids; we'd invited her sisters and brother and their kids - they came - all the way from aberdeen (and london) to manchester to surprise the sister that looked after them in their youth. she was stunned, we were amazed. left reeling from the busyness of the organisation i am grateful i am part of a family that makes the effort to show each other how much they mean to each other. i love you all.

Emma

thankful thursday

 

this week i am thankful for the reminder that everything is a gift. i am thankful for plans fulfilled, tears through joy, for laughter and conversation, spending time with loved ones not often seen and  through the fog of tiredness i am thankful to be reminded that rest is not an optional extra but a necessary requirement.

Emma

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thankful thursday

this week i am thankful for a warm, dry home - i find the flooding images i am seeing daily from the south of england difficult to comprehend - a reminder that we live on an island no matter how far away from the sea we are located. the above photos are of my sister showing her girls the damage sustained to a victorian swimming pool they spent time in last summer, they are sad to think they won't be able to visit this year. i am thankful for all the things we take for granted - food, warmth, water, access to healthcare, clothing, a roof over our heads and money to be able to afford these. i am thankful too not just for how rich i am in possessions but in relationships.

Emma

fifty

 

the first of two big birthday celebrations this week.

Emma